BITCH …SHUT UP!!!
Posted by: itslidwina on: Februari 4, 2012
People do talking shit about each other. I know that. So do I. But I hate it when people try to act innocent . Like this one dumbass bitch came up to me and told me that another bitch talked shit about me. If she thinks that I’m gonna hate that bitch, she’s wrong…cause I already hate that bitch a long time ago . And the information that she just gave it to me only aware me that this bitch who right now talking shit about the others already talking shit about me also in front of others. Guarantee !
What The Fuck It Is??!!!
Posted by: itslidwina on: Februari 2, 2012
Do you ever feel try to get over somebody but the universe still not corporate with you yet???
I do..and it’s so damn annoying.
For example…
First , when I was home.. I smelled something familiar..something that I knew and it went straight to my brain and I felt my heart squeezed . It was HIS SMELL, it was HIS PERFUME’S SMELL!!!! Damn it!!! Who wearing this perfume ?? Then..I find out that it was my mom perfume. Shit. Ok now its feel like me and him living in the same house.
Second, when I was on the road accidentally I saw an advertising board with…HIS FUCKIN NAME ON IT..I was like WHAT THE FUCK IT IS??!!!
Third, I saw him on the street…and thanks the LORD he didn’t see me. That day he looks like a crap .LOL.
Fourth , this one is like battle between what my brain want and my heart want. What my brain want is get fucking over him right?? But my heart still want to hang on. And last night I was dreaming about me and him. In that fucking dream we do thing that we’ve been planning a long time ago . And I can’t even lied about it that I was enjoying, satisfied…It’s not long because my brain waking me up..and then I woke up..and felt so damn confuse. I can’t go back to sleep. I think I never dream about him like this before. Never so bold like this and it’s like so fucking real.
I don’t know what the fuck is going on with him till I dream about him like this. I don’t wanna know. But I wish everything is alrite.
Seriously ..it’s not cute. At all..
Posted by: itslidwina on: Januari 18, 2012
Try to make your partner over is not cool. Especially what you’re complaining is invalid.
I know one girl , one day she puts on eyes contact because her boyfriend ask her so. And I was like..WTF. I don’t like if somebody don’t have some kind of real issues about their self and trying to change the way they are. I admit, sometimes I do it too. But I do it for me not because someone told me so.
Let me tell you..when she wearing it , you can see it’s really doesn’t fit her eyes. It actually make her eyes looks awful, the redness. ..
Look girl your eyes is normal there’s nothing for you to complaining about it.
I f it was me, I wouldn’t change even an inch of my self . If you can’t accept the way I am …GTFO.
But doesn’t mean I’m not open with change. If he can tell me in nice way and he’s not the only person who complain about it , maybe I will consider it.
Set your standard and when you get it, accept them the way they are. Not accept them then CHANGE them to be something that you want.
I don’t know, for me it’s like you’re fucking with yourself. And it’s gross.
Please tell your boyfriend to… STOP TEXTING ME!!!
Posted by: itslidwina on: Januari 17, 2012
Alrite let’s do this..
2011
For me it’s like time to learn to be more patience even more. There’re so many shit going on in my life and I realize it’s because the way I think in the past. So I regret nothing, and this time maybe hard but I believe I will get through it.
2012
My goal is to less my fuckin’ bullshit . Like… I don’t really want to spend too many effort on something that doesn’t really important to me. I really try to DO NOT GIVE A FUCK to anybody else. I don’t want to getting attached or involved with somebody who doesn’t appreciate me and too fuckin confusing with their self. That was happen to me in last year. And for God’s sake I try my best to not doing that again in this year.
Okay..now let’s move on.
I want to talk about guy who already in relationship but still talk to somebody else .
This is the story..
I know one guy, we already not talking for like six months, I know it’s because he got a girlfriend. Meanwhile, I moving on with my life right..I never ever try to reach him ever again.
Until that day come, when he texting me…
I really don’t fucking care, well..I do always answer whenever he texts. I don’t know I can’t just ignore him like that. And it’s become more annoying as fuck when it’s happen for a year. I don’t even want to know anymore if he still with his girlfriend or not.
Actually , I think he has some list of girl who can he flirt to. And if I’m on his list. I really hope he deleted me.
I mean..c’mon what the fuck is this??!!! What are you doing?? Why can you moving on with your life and just fuckin’ leave me. It will be easier.
Okay..that’s the rant for today.
See you guys soon… 
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Posted by: itslidwina on: Desember 7, 2011
Baru bikin tumblr nehh, mampir yahh http://itslidwina.tumblr.com ..tengkiyuuuu
Introducing Cuap – Cuap Galau I
Posted by: itslidwina on: Agustus 1, 2011
Berhubung saya udah gak punya “lahan” lagi buat berbagi status. Saya mutusin buat ngumpulin setiap celetukan yang mampir di otak saya. Yang ternyata lumayan juga, lumayan galau maksudnya. 
Silahkan disimak … *loh udah ? gitu aja nih pembukaannya?LO PIKIR ??!!!*
“Kamu keliatan dewasa sekarang.”
Dewasa apa tua neh??
Cuapan temen Ibu saya yang udah lama gak pernah ngeliat saya.
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“Setelah ato sesudah nih?” “Setelah deh.” “Eh, setelah ama sesudah apa bedanya ya?”
dong…dong…dong… brb noyor kepala sendiri.
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“Ini mbak Wina ya?” “Iya.” “Suaranya khas.”
Ada juga yang khilaf bilang renyah *berasa kerupuk*, malah kadang pada saat-saat tertentu bisa bikin sange juga lho. *Aih, bangga neh*
Cuapan client via telpon.
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Gak sengaja ngubah bahasa dalam satu aplikasi yang baru pertama kali dibuka itu HOROR banget. Apalagi keubahnya ke bahasa Mandarin ato Arab. *mateng*
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Tadi yang jual nanya ” Kok gak ada anak kecilnya bu?”
Euh, musti bawa anak kecil ya ? brb pinjem anak tetangga.
“Kenapa gak bilang aja, “anak saya ini sebenernya masih balita, badannya doang gede.”"
FYI saya kalo lagi rewel kelakuannya ngalahin balita.
Cuapan bersama Ibu saya dan penjual jagung bakar di Taman Bermain , Karang Asam- Samarinda.
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Nginget nama orang sampe kepala nyut-nyutan, siapa sih tadi namanya? siapa ya? duh gak inget, kamu dimana? loh saya siapa? *mendadak amnesia*
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Cuma ingin terlihat profesional , semoga tidak terkesan lebay.
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“Punyaku udah keluar Win”
Euh, tau deh yang semalem sunnah rasul, bikin ngilu aja.
Cuapan seorang teman di pagi hari yang basah*.
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Sekian cuapan galaunya, semoga terhibur ya..
* = rambutnya
DEACTIVATE PARADE
Posted by: itslidwina on: Juli 20, 2011
Facebook udah, twitter juga udah.
Man..segalau itu kah gue?? 
Pindah Kontrakan
Posted by: itslidwina on: Juli 2, 2011
“Hah?? Ngontrak lagi ??”
Mending duitnya dikumpulin buat beli rumah. Bukannya emang mau beli rumah kan? Kalau emang soal suasananya yang udah gak enak. Ah, itu sih tergantung pikiran dan gimana lo menyikapinya aja.
Kalau gue sih terlalu males ya, buat angkut-angkut barang, pindahan. Duh..bayanginnya aja udah bikin males.
“Tapi kontrakannya lebih murah SEJUTA ” . Perhatiin penekanan pada kata SEJUTA. Oh..well that’s the point.
Bisa dibayangin trend topic buat besok, minggu depan, bulan depan atau gak tau deh bakalan sampai kapan.
Heran deh, jadi orang kok haus sensasi banget??
Cari Jodoh *lupa..ditaro dimana tadi*
Posted by: itslidwina on: Juni 27, 2011
Jadi ceritanya, kemaren saya jalan bareng Ibu, tante-om & sepupu kecil saya. Pas udah sampai di rumah, Ibu saya bilang “Tadi tante Mery ngomong , ‘Wina itu udah waktunya punya pacar’”.
Jiaaa…..cuma pacaran aja nih??? Yang laen udah pada nagih anak tann…hehehe.
Keluarga besar saya gak pernah ngeliat saya menggandeng *truk kalee* cowok. Ya abis belom ada yang “layak” buat dipamerin sihh..*sombong*.
Gak deh…saya gak suka aja, bawa-bawa cowok, terus besok-besoknya keluarga saya ada yang ngeliat cowok saya itu dengan cewek lain misalnya.Maluu kan..
Berlaku sebaliknya juga kok . Saya juga gak mau, misal keluarga si cowok ngeliat saya check in jalan sama cowok lain..*jiaa amit-amit, ketok meja tiga kali*
Soal jodoh saya gak mau terlalu maksa, let it flow aja, kalau memang belum ada yang pas, ya nyantai aja..walaupun rada sirik dikit sih ngeliat yang lain udah pada punya anak..pengen ehh…boleh dong pengen..normal kann..??
Ya sudah, kalo gitu mari doakan saya, supaya dapet jodoh yang tepat dan semoga saya juga bisa jadi jodoh yang tepat buat jodoh saya nanti ya.*ribet ye*Amin.
God voice : “Iyehhh..bawelll”
hueheheheh :p
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